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I rested in the bathtub. It was overflowing with water and blood, not mine of course. I turned off the water and stood up, and step out of the water. I was bone dry. Then I unplugged the drain and watched the blood water go down. The razors clustered to the drain and were stained by the blood. I gazed down at my wrists and they were free of scars.

Next I turned around, coming face to face with a rope. I looked up to see it hanging from the ceiling. The noose swung side to side as I pushed it out my way, dangling from the ceiling still. Once I went to the sink, the medicine cabinet flung open and an explosion of pills scattered in front of me. They looked like tasty candy and a glass of water to help wash them down. I just heaved my hands through the pills and glass to make them fly. It drizzle pills and rain as I ran out of the bathroom.

Then I made my way to the kitchen. On the counters were knives of all shapes and sizes. Some were bigger and longer, while others would make a clean cut, but all were cleaned and gleamed like diamonds. Then other sharp objects started to appear everywhere. I shuffled my feet to not step on them. But it was like an avalanche, all the deadly weapons were overflowing the kitchen. I jumped on the table as more metal and blades poured into the room. Then the colorful pills filled the room. I was going to drown in the killer items. I tried to grasp the hanging ceiling lights but they transformed into nooses, one even wrapped around my wrist. I pulled back and it just squeezed tighter, I was trapped. I started to cry and the pill, razors, and needles passed my hips, moving to my waist. I softly closed my eyes and waited for my end. But it didn't come. A bright pink light made me open my eyes.

When I finally opened them, a smile grew to my face. I was freed from the rope and the deadly objects were gone. There she stood before me. With her long legs and arms and kind eyes, she was there for me, she always was. Plus she is her for me now and in the future. Her alien hands gripped mine and I was floating with her. Our world changed around us. It showed the world like a movie of fast-forward about my life. I was growing up again, the school I went through, and the friends I made, and how much I grew up. Then slowly we were in outer space. I could breathe with her. Orbiting us like giant rings were pictures of me and items that related to me, from my favorite food to my clothes.

We weren't alone anymore; other people like us in pairs with rings around them were in outer space, slowly popping into view. I was surprised how many there were, and how large the rings were getting. She looked at me and I took her into my embrace. Tears rolled down my face and I felt whole once more, I felt happy. We withdrew from the hug and she smiled at me. Her soft eyes, and caring smile, she is there for me and forever will be.

"Thank you La La," I said.

The alien smiled at me and said, "Don't freak us out like that again. We don't want to lose you and us."

"I promise."

"Good."
This is one of my most personal works up to date. It shows three stages, 1) Showing how strong I am, 2) Shows that Iím losing my willpower and slowly drowning in my fears and thoughts and finally 3) Tells me why Iím still alive and more is too come with my personal guide

Just getting the stress away from my heart through my writing. I know Iím stronger and have a tougher willpower than most people have. If it is fear or love for my body and life, I canít take my own life. Iím not sure why, but I guess Iím happy for that, not sure why or if it even makes any senseÖ
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Promise?
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:iconfreakyzombiechick:
A promise to myself.
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:iconcharmsheart0559:
No I mean, promise us.
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:iconcharmsheart0559:
good.
We're glad you're alive and fighting.
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RadecMaelsev Mar 15, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:hug: c: I'm happy to see you're getting better. This is really good by the way, I love how you showed your stages of growth.
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:iconfreakyzombiechick:
Thank you so much. I'm glad you like it.
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RadecMaelsev Mar 16, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem :)
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:iconfreakyzombiechick:
It means a lot to me.
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RadecMaelsev Mar 16, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:hug:
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